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“life will be better in spring”

October 10, 2008 || 10:17 PM

10/10/08,

i tink it has been a mth or so since i blogged.. so sianz and tired to blog actually in short is lazy.. anyway, those ppl who visits my blog occasionally, i apologised for not posting for a while.. my eoy had just officially ended.. i am so delighted but actually i really dun noe wat to do during the holidays besides watching tv and gng out?! in fact, i was looking forward to tat long long break but it seems quite 'blank'..
sometimes, its really very difficult to be a human, ppl always compete in the social, its really very tiring.. the tings u wan always seems so far away from you however, the tings tat you dun wan or dislike are getting closer to you.. and they stick to you like a leech.. wanna tell them u r very irritating but afraid to hurt them, so not sure wat to do..
its very tiring to give up someone u have like for so long.. one moment you thought of giving up, another moment you thought tat its a waste to give up something tat u have tried so hard, putting your every bit of effort and sweat in it.. in the end, still kana rejected but you still wont give up.. isnt tat the spirit of human- keep on gng and never stop until your last breath on earth?? ppl thought they would expect the things to turn out wat they have expected but in the end they expect the unexpected ones.. tat really indeed hurts but it just hurt for a moment not forever.. if grls or boys ended up in separate ways, just cry all out in one shot and keep nth inside at all cos it isnt worth keeping when it is already over.. like wat the saying says, 'dont cry over spilled milk' cos nth can come back to wat originally it was.. it isnt worth tinking back and crying everday instead, ppl should look on the bright side cos there is still a long long way ahead be it good or bad.. just carry on cos this is just part and parcel of life.. life has ups and downs if a person falls and gets up, he or she will cherish his or her life and get on feet again but if a person falls and stay there and cry, he or she hates to carry on anymore cos he or she finds it hard to live on..
although life is very torturing and hurting, no one can predict wat will happen next and no one on earth is a perfect person.. all and all, life is just full of excitment and surprises so live on and enjoy life!! forget everything cos everyday will be a brand new day!
tats all folks! take care.. :)

Lots of 'Brightness',
ViVi@n ;)